The FollowThrough…

But I am still working on it, and creating a better plan for success.

Divine inspiration can be so seductive…It makes you want to run and sing on some mountain all the wonderful things flowing through your brain so everyone can feel the rush…I makes you want to brag about what you know and what you’ve seen in a dream and how you live your life everyday…in partnership with God. God, GOD is the biggest part of it. May sound crazy but ask anyone who has learned to embrace their Intuition and believe their Heart. Ask anyone who knows without a doubt that God exists in all things at all times and Will communicate loquaciously with anyone who wishes to talk…and listen and believe…Divine inspiration is what makes me believe that I can create the script, the location and the soundtrack of my Life/Movie…I’m doing it right now.

But it always needs follow through. Has the English language made that into one word yet? I wonder…it should be one damned word, in big ‘ol capital letters whenever someone reads it so that even subliminally, they will grow with the understanding that that shit right there…FOLLOWTHROUGH, that business is Serious Business, the Fundamental Consciousness of this life…as I know it. It is a consciousness because it requires the understanding and the practice of many other concepts for success…Discipline, Perseverance, Faith, Confidence, Clarity, Intention…each one a study in itself where the human condition is concerned…each one, important ingredients in a successful human personality…I understand, but I don’t always DO…without the Doing, follow through is Impossible.

So I continue to kick my own ass and I apologize…

Now that that part is said and done, let me move on the what’s happening Now…Now…Wow, Now is so freaking Big for me…Right now I am on the verge of so many different blessings it is keeping me up at night. I wake up to go over and over in my head all the things that I should get done throughout the day. By the time my feet have hit the floor, with what I’ve got going right now, I am severely behind schedule…due to Lack of follow though…Or…perhaps I am impressively ahead of the game…Incredibly abundant, and I just need to follow through, one breakthrough at a time…

Some days, my perspective leans to the right, and I am tired and discouraged after my morning prayer. On those days I am aware that at some point, the success of the day, just the day, depends on how quickly I can get the fuck out of that perspective! It’s not good for me there, but when life gets so busy and I’m wearing many hats; Mommy Hat, Daughter Hat, Employee Hat, Woman Hat, Poet Hat, Student Hat, Friend Hat…Shit, sometimes the hats fall off…sometimes I feel like I’m spending more energy picking up the hats then getting to where I have to go.

When instead, I should treat myself to a beautiful bag to carry them all in. I can take them all with me, but I don’t have to wear them all at the same time…That is when I am standing in just the right perspective…the right one for me anyway. On those days I feel tears in my eyes and tingles on my skin after my morning prayer. On those days I get through the day smiling and blessed and productive. I do each of my tasks, all of them, from cooking the evening meal, to putting gas in the car, multiplication tables with my Samarah and washing Amani’s face with joy…Real Joy…and it is from that place that I wish to draw my perspective when evaluating my Self Creating Life. That perspective has been very good to me.

Thus it continues…So I am back…back to share with all of you what goes on in my life. What I am doing, what’s good and what I need to follow through on. Not only will that contribute to the wonderful gift of sharing, which I strongly advise to anyone, but it will also make me accountable for the goals I’ve set and the incentive to follow through and do, do , Do, what I gotta do! No reason not to. The future is so bright…

Here’s what’s up…

I’d sent my manuscripts to an editor and friend at 8th House Publishing. Although he couldn’t commit at this time to publishing my erotic romance his feedback was deeply appreciated. Beyond the fact that he was always a bit of an enigma to me, we are friends and I always thought him brilliant, deep, and philosophical. It is no wonder that he has chosen Philosophy and Radical Thought and brought it to Publishing. I’m going to write a book that he will never be able to refuse one day. Soon enough, I will wear his label…proudly. Meantime, he has helpfully redirected and rejuvenated my purpose for Love’s Groove and The Prickle…

My Plan of action is to create a Query Letter that will intrigue even the most skeptical editor. The first paragraph will sell the rest. Besides providing the necessary information, I wish to create a letter weaving words so compelling, He/She will stop reading halfway to indulge in the chapters attached. Someone’s gonna bite, I’m confident about that. It is my goal to have sent the manuscripts on to 5 houses by the end of this month. It’s time to get aggressive about this success thing, grrrrrrrrrrrrrr! I’ll keep you posted.

I’ve just named the CD…“The Prickle…Aural Sublimation” You’re gonna just love it. It is sexy, soulful spirituality all rolled up into a musical delight. My genius producer, REL and his SCR Entertainment has created what he calls “Audio Bliss…” You will not be sorry. We’re forecasting for end of may for the official release and my heart is beating so fast!!! Oh My Goodness, wait until you hear this…I didn’t think I could do this, I’m so grateful to all those that knew I could and for Roger for making it happen just as it has. It has been an awesome, heart-rendering process. End Of May, y’all! So now I go through the process of imagining what my CD will look like, how I will represent this First in my life…The creation continues…“The Prickle…Aural Sublimation“…Aural bliss and the sexy explanation…coming soon…

So as you can see, there is quite a bit going on over on this side. Add to that the most important job I have…Mommy to two wonderfully exceptional children…they feed my creativity and infuse my life with the biggest joy I know. Everyday is a learning experience when two little girls are watching for good examples…I take that very seriously. Every day is an exercise in showing them the best of what life has to offer. I’m trying to do my very best in this regard, in partnership with God.

So there, my friends, is the update. I will be here, at RightWordsToSay, keeping you all informed about my progress. There will be no more long hiatus, I will not go missing in action again. This is part of my follow through. It is my hope that you will come through and help support my process, leave feedback and encouragement for me to draw upon so that I can happily continue on this path I’ve chosen. Thank you all in advance for all that you do, just coming by to share with me is beneficial on so many levels. I pray that all of you are successfully, happily walking through your own path, creatively inspired and divinely blessed.

With love, I bid you adieu…until next time, be blessed, be sexy and choose joy.

Tashe